Do you desire to connect deeply with the messages of your Soul and empower yourself to become stronger in your own sense of self? Do you want to connect with that place within you that is secure so you can fully trust your instincts, insights, feelings, and intuition? And stop letting outside influences and energies dictate and control your life? Then you will want to have a Selfie Soul Reading with me. By sending me a recent selfie of yourself so I can see your eyes, I will be able to:
–Connect to you on a Soul Level (the same as Native American Shamans, Seers, Mystics, and Oracles do) –See deep into your history and cellular memories from this life and previous ones –Connect with and deliver messages to you from your Guides, Power Animals, and Passed Loved Ones –See your aura colors and deliver the meaning and message of each –Clear, cleanse, and heal your aura/physical bodies with Universal Reiki Energy and Angel Love –Show you where you are needing to do healing work on your Shadow aspects and raise your vibration –Teach you tools to empower yourself into greater self-love –Ease shift symptoms, etc…
Each Soul Reading is as unique as you are and no two are alike.
You will send me a recent selfie (taken within 3 months) and I will return a typed email to you.
***IMPORTANT NOTE: I will not answer questions in regards to another person or health and safety issues. If there are concerns of the health or safety of someone, please contact your doctor or call 911 emergency. I do not claim to be a medical doctor or nurse.
***DISCLAIMER: Information provided in a reading is not legally binding. By purchasing a reading, you release me of any and all legal liability should you suffer any losses or consequences. This reading is for the client purchasing the reading only and you affirm you are 18+ years old.
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There’s a fire, a burning, an aching, a longing, that is being squelched, ignored, slid under the bed. It is a fire that cannot be extinguished, cannot be put out for long, cannot be ignored forever.
It is the fire of life, the reason for seasons, the reason for senses. If you sit on your butt all day, the life force energy within you cannot express and why come to visit this planet as a human if you cannot express the freedom of your senses???
You came here to feel, to touch, to be touched, to translate the vibration of color through the glory of your eyes, to translate the vibration of movement and sound through the magnificent mechanics of your ears. You came to move, to dance, to translate the sounds of music through the ecstasy of your free dancing body, free movement, freedom to express all the majesty and all the pain of the human experience.
There needs to be a balance. A balance unique to your structure, cells, beliefs, and your experiences. You did not come here to squelch the fires of earthboundness. You did not come to fill yourself with the disease of a caged animal. You did come to experience it all though.
The opening and closing to life. The inhale and the exhale. The contraction and the expansion that has been at the soul of you, the soul of all, the soul of creation.
Now, however, there is the invitation to balance. Balance within the fires burning within you. Balance within the full expansion of your wholeness. Be not afraid to express yourself fully, to enjoy in the riches of life that bring you joy, to embrace the beautiful soul of yourself that is eternal and unchanging, always looking for deeper understanding.
And why come to this planet if you don’t ask questions, search for meaning, experiment with all that is possible??? There is a lot of fun in this game of unknown, then finding a possible answer that then brings more questions. That fire that burns is also eternal and ever-creating. There will be no end.
Let the fires burn! Allow what falls away to be cleared by the fire that then allows for the creation of new. Do not squelch the fires within due to fears, or needing to fit in, or comfort zones. Trust that life will deliver. You came here to experience the fullness of life. You deserve happiness and joy, fun and laughter!
Feeling out of balance in your life means you are squelching the fire in some area of your life. What are you ignoring or not giving proper time to? What part of your soul is calling out for attention?
Photo taken by me in my yard (with a filter to enhance the fog)
It’s common knowledge that it’s best to wait until the fog clears before making decisions or life moves, but sometimes the fog is so thick, that it feels like it will never move. It feels like life has stopped all movement altogether and your vision for life as you’ve always known it has gone.
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It hasn’t gone dark though because fog can only be witnessed with a light source. You know something beyond what you can imagine right now is brewing in that fog. And your patience is being tested because some driving force within just wants to get on with it already.
But the wisest souls will sit within that fog, the unknown, and hold space for all of their human feelings, as itchy as they are. They surrender. They trust. They release resistance to stillness. They find comfort in acceptance of the myriad of human emotions. They do not become it, but rather let it play with them.
Because we are here as a physical body in a human form, let’s not resist that by trying to be something we’re not, but also, we are so much more than that, that can support us in lightening the load.
We don’t need to be all one thing or another, sometimes we’re spiritual, sometimes we’re angry, sometimes we’re regressed teenagers, sometimes we’re academic scholars, sometimes we’re mature oracles. It’s all us.
Embrace your multidimensional existence.
And try not to force the outcome of anything when the fog comes to hold you and you’re uncertain. Maybe it’s the angels coming to protect you from unexpected harm. Maybe there’s deeper healing taking place in your soul-body. Maybe it’s an integration of all the upheaval that’s been occurring on the planet?
Maybe it’s giving you time to get good with you, to spend time getting to know your heart center and the truth of what is real for you outside others’ expectations.
There’s light in the mist and fog. Trust what’s brewing. Trust the timing.
Unknown Artist/Creator. Please reach out if this belongs to you so I can give credit or remove. Thank you!
The process of entering the void and creating a new identity is exhausting. It takes massive energy on SOul many levels. It’s probably the biggest project one can attempt, the most powerful and honest. That’s why society tries to keep people on a straight and narrow and rewards those who are or only do one thing their entire life. That way we don’t ask questions, don’t learn of our own personal power, stay in our lane, don’t disrupt the norm or the mainstream.
When you enter the void, release all the who’s you have been, dig deeper within yourself, ask all the very difficult questions, and unearth every hidden aspect of yourself, you start to become crystal clear. You don’t vibrate with heavy, ancient data. You reflect the purity of truth and authenticity that a majority of people will not like. They don’t want to see their own baggage. They’re not always ready to face themselves nor be transparent. And the incongruity vibrating within them will ring an off-resonance to your ear, your feeling body.
And you will have to accept them exactly where they are, lovingly asking them the questions that will awaken them to their own connection to the vastness of the universe within them.
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Then you’ll retract your energy again from the world as you sit in your cocoon, preparing for nothingness because creating a new identity is unwinding from the dream of needing to be anything.
Within that nothingness are freedom and creation.
While both being nothingness and a physical being, finding clarity and remembering purity, you are also everything.
Within that exhaustion is also a break. A break from the lies you’ve internalized from human beingness. For whatever reason, releasing all the stories and energies, requires rest and proper nutrition, like the marathon runner after finishing the race.
Moving out of the headspace and into the intelligence of the heart is a quantum jump with unknown and unfamiliar effects. And takes as long as it takes, whether it be in this physical life or after you pass from yet another form to the next form.
There is no right or wrong way to be fully you. There is no right or wrong, only perspective, and filters created by our personal experiences.
There’s something new coming alive, something new brewing, bubbling up from below, expanding outward from the heart. This energy touches upon newness, the object of love birthed through this long portal canal we’ve been held tight within. It’s been like being held in the chrysalis of transformation, being massaged, squeezed, rolled around into varying forms, until we finally surrender into the unknown of the process. Some of us resisted hard core, tried to fight back, to escape, to hold on to the old form, thoughts, ways of being, until we exhausted ourselves and mostly gave in due to the feeling of defeat. No matter the way, once released into total surrender, into the previously frightening idea of the unknown mush we would become, a trust could be born. The trust that we are being ushered into a new form that will result in improvement in all levels and layers of ourselves.
It’s been hardest on those Earth souls who love being grounded and thrive on routine, schedules, and dense Earth-bound energies. But all souls are being affected by this shift. Shifting has to occur in exactly that: shifts. For this planet is so dense with its particles packed so close together in places that too much of an energetic shift would break down form, blow minds to fracturing, just like trauma does to the human mind. So it has to be done one level at a time, allowing for time to integrate and settle into the “new normal.” Don’t get too comfortable because human structure and Earth are getting used to the increasing velocity of change and energetic shifting, that the shifts can and will begin to happen faster.
How this upcoming phase is affecting us:
Root Chakra: More security of home. The healing of family roots. Feeling closer to home. Clearing of unnecessary spending. Focusing more on what is most important to our soul’s evolution on Earth. Finding balance in being a human and what that means at this time. Releasing negative patterns of relating to our loved ones. Allowing the healing of our relationship with Earth. Birthing safety within ourselves.
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Second Chakra: Moving into safety of expressing our truest creative desires. Healing sexual wounds. Opening up to a different kind of intimate relationship with ourselves and others. Delving into our true creativity, what we want to manifest that is in alignment with our hearts and souls. Feeling more connected to ourselves and our power of manifesting our truest desires. More longing to find closeness to ourselves and then others on a deeper level.
Third Chakra: Owning our power more fully. Creating more boundaries around us and what we allow into our lives. Coming into alignment with what authentic self-love means to us. Being able to hold ourselves through challenging emotions and heal any self-worth blocks to living a life we deserve. Truly knowing our worth. Balancing self-acceptance with learning to tweak some things that don’t serve us in the best ways. Allowing more of our bigness to shine through without fear.
Fourth Chakra: Allowing the energy of the Earth to feed our hearts more. Becoming more in tune with Earth Love. Opening our hearts to ourselves more. Creating loving space to accept our human messes. Trusting we are always loved and always deserving of love. Big steps in forgiveness across time and space. Coming closer to our inner child, allowing more space for our inner child to express their feelings and re-parenting ourselves. Major jump in empathy toward all things. Telepathic messages become more clear. More space to breathe deeply.
Fifth Chakra: Massive healing in the throat chakra creating more space to be able to speak our truths. Expansion and contraction of our voices as we release fears and judgments about the expression of our truths, and then retract out of fear. At times, a seemingly messy dance between expressing ourselves authentically and being unsure if we’re doing it right. It’s ok. There is no wrong way. Everything is a lesson. Coming closer to an alignment with our gut, heart, head, and soul, and allowing our fullness to express through our voice, in whatever form that takes for you.
Sixth Chakra: Balancing the hemispheres of our brain and our thoughts. Opening up to imagination and visualizing more. Cranial shifting to make space for more light. DNA shifting to open to more possibilities. Integration of our understanding that we create our lives and direct messages as to what needs to come up for healing (from our bodies’ memories and other timelines) so we can create more succinctly. The ability to “just know.” Somehow, we just know things. At times, an unnerving overwhelming sense of not knowing anything and that this is all an illusion.
Seventh Chakra: Times of a blissful, warmth enveloping us. The feeling of love all around, focused at you, and yours focused all around. The trust that you are divinely loved and cared for. New ideas. Feeling soulfully connected to something greater than yourself and the simple world around you. Spiritual callings to raise your vibration and feeling you are always supported on your path. Hearing your soul, your higher self, and feeling that eternal part of you that is unconditional and unchanging in safety and love.
Here’s how to unblock chakras with a 7 Chakra Meditation to cleanse and get in touch with your full-body system: https://youtu.be/NmAHY_tg9Es
How is your multidimensional self being affected by the current energies?
Another wave of healing energy has blasted the planet. Though this time, it feels like healing in the soothing sense, rather than a waking up of parts you’ve been ignoring or the things that need to come up to be loved. This wave feelings like another layer of the truth of the Soul wrapping the body and all of its parts in Love, not a trauma-reminder. It’s an intensely integrating energy for the massively intense period of deep diving into the darkest parts of our collective consciousness that we have been in.
It can be experienced as an unavoidable need to sleep after some days of highly-charged energy, deeper sleep than we have been experiencing recently with the new moon eclipse. It can feel like hardened parts of the body are allowed to relax, feeling a release of tension in areas we have been experiencing discomfort in for a while. The upper back, thoracic spinal muscles and nerves are relaxing and regulating our breathing, our heart, our stomach, and perhaps even our ears, swallowing, and thyroid functions.
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You may be experiencing itching and tingling around the head, mainly the back of the head, creating the sensation of your hair moving strand by strand by itself, or energies surrounding you gently playing with your hair. I like to try to discredit this with just the winter dry skin effects, but it is too synchronistic to blow off. (This is part of living in both worlds, being born into 3D, still feeling like we are there at times because we are only at the beginning of its transformation into 5D, and also being HIGHLY AWARE of the subtle energies of 5D…)
I feel the luxurious sensations of being at the spa and being in complete receiving mode. I am totally ready for a week at the spa! And while this is both not something I can do and is also dangerous at this time (covid), there’s a real sense of luxurious, giving, loving energy flooding the planet.
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You can tap into it by closing your eyes to meditate, releasing the need to control the meditation, letting go of trying to know the answers and letting go of all the stories running through your mind, and just surrendering into whatever your higher self/soul is bringing to you. You can fully relax right now into that state of mind that happens right before you fall asleep. It can be challenging to stay conscious and not nod off, but this theta brainwave is one of the most healing states to be in for the WholeSoul embodied. The place where you bridge the gap that our minds create that keeps us outside of wholeness, that keeps us in monkey mind, and fear. It is the place where there is no gap. All of it exists together. It is outside of time and space, the place of total creation.
The current energies are supportive of reaching this balance, relieving the pressure-cooker valve, and allowing a deeper sense of trust and security within yourself.
Restorative stretching, salt and essential oil baths, showers, releasing/feeling any remaining feelings bottled up, spending time with your pets, and connecting more deeply with the gifts that are innately running within you, are all ways to put this energy to its best use. Allow the energy to inform you and to move your body in the direction that feels best to you. Take those naps, eat what you crave, ask for hugs, get closer to the ground, stop any judgmental thoughts, and just know that you are safe. YOU ARE SAFE.
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If you are struggling with anything in your life right now that feels unbearable, take the time to truly nurture yourself. Even if you feel helpless, lost, lonely, or unable to find relief, trust that taking one tiny step toward deeper self-care is self-love and it does make a difference. You have gotten through everything else in your life. You will get through this, as well.
Everything is happening to push you into greater self-love, which extends to the rest of the world as love. Even if it feels like you want to give up, that is also part of the process. And there is no right or wrong.
Some helpful suggestions:
✨-use tapping videos (EFT – Emotional Freedom Technique) – there are endless free ones for every emotion and feeling you are having on YouTube (here’s one on tapping for Anxiety with Brad Yates – https://youtu.be/K6kq9N9Yp6E)
✨-focus on the solution and what it would feel like to be beyond any challenges you are experiencing – let go of the focus on the problem and why it’s happening
✨-always seek medical/therapeutic counsel if you feel you need it
✨-WRITE – write it out, write everything out, no holds barred! Releasing through writing is one of the most cathartic and self-regulating things you can do
✨-keep a gratitude journal. As minor as that sounds, it actually makes a difference over time
✨-use affirmations and affirmation videos – again, sounds cliche, and no, it is not the answer to all your problems, it won’t help heal the trauma that lives stored in your body/subconscious – but it does help focus the monkey mind when you are alone (here’s one I like, there are so many! YouTube is such a blessing! Positive Affirmations to Get In The Receiving Mode – https://youtu.be/DAJryaxrmg4)
Complex PTSD and why we rely so heavily on the opinions and approval of others
Do you find yourself feeling lost or without purpose when you don’t have anyone around? Or better yet, you feel inspired to do what you love, but then you become overwhelmed with negative thinking, harsh judgments of yourself or your ideas, and you basically feel like you can’t be successful in any manner because people will find out you’re a complete fraud?
This leads to restlessness and an inability to focus. You doubt yourself constantly, so you continuously look to others for your security. You judge some of them, not all of them, because there are those who you feel balanced with, but some of them as having it all together. You see them as much better than you because they seem to be living a solid life, even when they have ups and downs, they still seem better than you. It’s as if they are good people and their trials and challenges are “normal.” Yet when you have the same challenges and breakdowns, you are some low-life scum and that invalidates all the major growth and good things you have achieved in life.
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You literally know no other way than to self-sabotage your dreams, push them aside because you messed up, and continue to run in place with the restlessness and the never-good-enough syndrome. You grasp on to every word and belief that comes out of other people, especially when feeling triggered, and you tend to run their words and beliefs through your mind over and over, unsure of whether to become those words or follow your own shaky inner voice, of which you are not even sure you should trust or you can’t even find within.
You don’t do this self-sabotage consciously, it’s often an automatic program taught from the beginning of your childhood. Insecurity runs rampant and leaves you vulnerable to being sucked into narcissistic and controlling people/situations. You might find yourself re-living relationships that mirror those toxic ones from childhood and finding an odd sense of belonging by being enmeshed in cults, spiritual narcissism, and controlling people.
You were never given the sense of self found in healthy childhood upbringings. You were just an extension of one or both of your parents, creating only a shell of a person as you. You weren’t seen as a beautiful, loving, whole being who deserved to be loved and cared for. You were only praised for doing what the parent liked and shunned, even severely punished, for anything else. You never had the chance to evolve and grow, essentially creating a slave mentality. You became a slave to the likes and dislikes of others.
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Even if you lashed out or rebelled, you may have turned to recklessness for your well-being or to addictions to soothe the overwhelmed nervous system that was trained to be addicted to drama and the rush of anxiety of the extremes and uncertainty you were raised with. Walking on eggshells around your abusive caregivers, being shamed for everything, punished and judged harshly, and still being expected to function as the healthier peers surrounding you, created a fear and anger mode that you probably lived in most of your life.
You might even have periods of extreme anger and rage, the resentment of having never had a real childhood. You might be overly-angry at regular life situations due to the trigger of the memories of never being loved and cared for and for being treated as you did. An anger streak may still run through your veins, which also leads to guilt for having the anger. It never seems to end!
It’s not your fault.
It’s never been your fault, but guilt will often run rampant through your being, so at times you will feel guilty for everything you’ve ever done wrong. Again, a childhood programming of blaming and shaming from early childhood, and the narcissistic tactic of throwing everything you ever did to them back at you when you try to have any say for your own well-being, or their meltdowns to get you to feel bad for them.
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It’s going to be incredibly healing to begin to unpack all of this slowly and re-train and reprogram your inner voice and beliefs around who you are and your self-worth. It feels like a long and endless trek, but the truth is, no one else can do it for you. It’s ok to want to give up and hide away and it’s ok to take breaks. You will learn that everything is actually ok and there is no right or wrong way to do this life. You will begin to forgive yourself and release constant blame, shame, and insecurity. There will be hills and valleys along the way. No one is expecting you to be perfect any longer. You have to do the same for yourself.
Some of us choose to traverse the sometimes treacherous, sometimes beautiful path on our own terms, of which our soul set up perfectly and yet we may not be conscious of for years. If we’re the type to meditate and listen to our intuition, we may make decisions without being sure of exactly why we do, trusting there’s something significant for us in those changes, moves, and sometimes crazy decisions. Some of us need to work out the ancient kinks in our chained up hearts on our own, finding priceless keys in other situations and soulmates, to our locks and blocks within, before being in full reunion with our Twin.
Sometimes we need to take long, winding paths through extreme experiences to find our way back to our true selves. Many people don’t have a clue who they are. They feel safest following the crowd, becoming part of the masses, and leaving themselves vulnerable to the lies and dreams of others, who also don’t know who they are. Some of us will sit in the pressure cooker for periods of our lives, feeling our creative energy getting hotter and hotter, as it’s squelched by the needs/beliefs of others, until we finally EXPLODE!! And can no longer be imprisoned by the control of others.
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Some of us live out long periods of our lives playing out this control game, an ancient slavery game, where one feels so insignificant, they need to feel better by creating the illusion of control over many others. The other also feels so insignificant, they need to find feeling meaningful by creating the illusion of safety in their slave-owner/prison guard (be it boss, friend, relationship, job, etc.) Both find false meaning in their life/selves and fill the void within through the illusions created, rather than filling their inner voids with their own truths and their own true love.
Once we come into contact with our Twin Flame, our lives will never be the same. It’s best to surrender to the process of deep alchemical change within, through, and around us. The clearing process can be intensely challenging to put it lightly. It can feel like we are experiencing a type of hell, with periods of immense highs and heaven on Earth feelings. And as I learned from my own process, part of the pain of the process is the resistance to the change, the level of baggage that needs to be cleared out, and the level of willingness to drop into the darkness for transmutation. Though I had no idea that I had met my Twin until 7 years into the process! Therefore, there were times I thought I was losing my mind. I chalked it up to spiritual awakening, which is exactly what is also taking place. For some though, that spiritual awakening is elicited by meeting the Twin.
Everything that happens after that, is exactly perfect for each person.
To the ego mind, it may not feel perfect. There may be many things you judge as wrongly done on your part. You may experience all the feelings/judgments/misunderstandings as if you were already in a full-time relationship with your Twin. However, those of us who have been outwardly focused most of our lives, will find the Twin Flame Path working its transformation on your sacred rising self through solitude and a turn deeply inward to begin the reconciliation of you with you.
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You may find yourself experiencing what is typically called runner-chaser separation, even if you only have casual connection to your Twin. A period where one of the Twins seems to disappear completely from any connection at all. You experience all the feelings and stories around why, rejection, loneliness, etc. And yet, you are fully in solitude mode anyway, so this is the time for you to go inward and work out reasons of separation energetically and quantumly. Usually, the reasons are energetic and stem from “previous lives/parallel lives” where you were not able to work out your relationship. These are coming up for healing, just as they would if you were in reunion with your Twin and you physically separated in this life. It would require getting down to the energetic issues needing healing.
Twin Flame connections tend to be among the most ancient-future-all-time-outside-of-time-ageless of all connections. Your Whole Flame when reconciled is direct from Source. You are one, and so your agreements to experience as many lives on Earth as possible means you are likely carrying tons of baggage from unresolved lifetimes where any manner of relationship problems could have occurred.
This is the lifetime you agreed to heal them all, clear them all, and be willing to come together for the purpose of the greatest love of all time, for healing your own hearts, for the love of the planet, for the love of healing the hearts of all, for the purpose of touching the hearts of all those around you and awakening them to their own purity and sovereignty, to their own rights to exist as free beings!!! Some consider this the Twin Flames last incarnation…perhaps?
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This is a huge mission and many of us brush it off as not real or just our imagination. Especially if we are still in the process of coming fully into love with our own selves and filling our own voids within with our own powerful, sovereign LOVE.
Those of us on this Twin Flame Path of deep solitude enter into a delicious lusciousness of being deeply at home within our own Hearts. We are never actually separated from our Twins. They are always around us telepathically (through the Heart and Twin Flame chakras), supporting our steps forward or backward. Their essence is you, their truth is unconditional love, and your alignment with who you really are and want to be will bring you into alignment with them. Though you are not attached to the outcome.
Understanding The Twin Flame journey is unique to you and your perspective. The learning and unlearning you experience during this alchemical process is as individual as each snow flake in a blizzard. Remember to trust your process and not compare, but to take wisdom pieces from others. Follow your Heart, not the teachings or experience of others unless it resonates.
Continue to trust yourself and your path, no matter what it looks like. Our greatest growth happens outside our imagined borders. Stay open to trust, love, gratitude, rest, resets, setbacks, joy, happiness, your own unique Twin Flame Path, and whatever reunion might look like, outside your preconceived notions. Stay Open.
When we come into true reunion with our authentic selves, our Twin Flame comes in without effort, and we become a WholeSoul.
Thank you for reading this far! If you are interested in connecting more to your personal Twin Flame Path and what is going on for you and your Twin, I offer Twin Flame Path Guidance sessions over the phone. Please email me at devonheartstar@gmail.com to set up an appointment.
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